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having another party at mine on friday, wanna come ?
ma hair won’t grow and it looks gay
You called me a bastard, you bastard ;)
i actually cant be arsed now , i know that im going to fail my A levels especially chemistry. so fuck it
i’m going to study sculpting and fine art at uni , cause fankly thats about the only thing im good at and even my work is shitter than everyone elses and it pisses me off cause i bust my arse trying to do good work and it comes out shit
haven’t posted anything on here for ages, and the only reason i’m doing this is cause i’m bored and sad at the same time.
so what to say
School = shit, boring, lonely
Home = lonely, closed off
the only thing keeping me sane at the moment is music, reading and Mike.
the only person i have contact with now is him, he is the only one bothered to actually talk to me and put up with me. However, this sounds horrible but i wish it wasn’t him, it should have been someone else.
on the brightside, i have found my new heroine in the film industry Ellen Page.And i have found some great new bands and singers.
well all in all was a good party i drank straight vodka , and had a few sp***s and well did other things people do not want to know about :S even im trying to forget that and well i vomited on the landing bad spot to choose right ?
wake up this morning after about 5 hours of my stomach wrenching last night, and i feel absolutly fine.
lost my wallet though and if i dont find it my mum is going to go ape shit, and do a chuck norris on my arse
recently i have been a bit down, it hurts quiet a bit when someone rejects you.But one person that has talked to me throughout this week has made me feel, i dont know, loved and wanted i guess. The worst thing about msn is that you cant hug or hold people. And thats what i want, i dont know why, but just someone to come up to me and hold me for about 5 minutes.
I had a wonderful dream last night, i was on a bed full of pillows and i was lying on mikes chest when i woke up in the dream . and as soon as i did he looked down at me and smiled. I went to put my head back down on his chest and he was gone. Thats probably the only time i’ve seen him smile properly.
i’m getting really creeped out.
for the past 3 days i have been getting scars on my chest and i dont know how, i know i havent done it with my nails cause i dont have any and as roo said they look like someone has got a pin and dragged it down my chest. i started with 2 and now i have 4
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