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wuvvvvvv youuuuu
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having another party at mine on friday, wanna come ?
having another party at mine on friday, wanna come ?
ma hair won’t grow and it looks gay
ma hair won’t grow and it looks gay
You called me a bastard, you bastard ;)
You called me a bastard, you bastard ;)
cba
i actually cant be arsed now , i know that im going to fail my A levels especially chemistry. so fuck it
i’m going to study sculpting and fine art at uni , cause fankly thats about the only thing im good at and even my work is shitter than everyone elses and it pisses me off cause i bust my arse trying to do good work and it comes out shit
:/
haven’t posted anything on here for ages, and the only reason i’m doing this is cause i’m bored and sad at the same time.
so what to say
School = shit, boring, lonely
Home = lonely, closed off
the only thing keeping me sane at the moment is music, reading and Mike.
the only person i have contact with now is him, he is the only one bothered to actually talk to me and put up with me. However, this sounds horrible but i wish it wasn’t him, it should have been someone else.
on the brightside, i have found my new heroine in the film industry Ellen Page.And i have found some great new bands and singers.
last night
FUCK
MY
LIFE
well all in all was a good party i drank straight vodka , and had a few sp***s and well did other things people do not want to know about :S even im trying to forget that and well i vomited on the landing bad spot to choose right ?
wake up this morning after about 5 hours of my stomach wrenching last night, and i feel absolutly fine.
lost my wallet though and if i dont find it my mum is going to go ape shit, and do a chuck norris on my arse
roll on by
recently i have been a bit down, it hurts quiet a bit when someone rejects you.But one person that has talked to me throughout this week has made me feel, i dont know, loved and wanted i guess. The worst thing about msn is that you cant hug or hold people. And thats what i want, i dont know why, but just someone to come up to me and hold me for about 5 minutes.
I had a wonderful dream last night, i was on a bed full of pillows and i was lying on mikes chest when i woke up in the dream . and as soon as i did he looked down at me and smiled. I went to put my head back down on his chest and he was gone. Thats probably the only time i’ve seen him smile properly.
day 2
i’m getting really creeped out.
for the past 3 days i have been getting scars on my chest and i dont know how, i know i havent done it with my nails cause i dont have any and as roo said they look like someone has got a pin and dragged it down my chest. i started with 2 and now i have 4
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